*New* Make Up Post

This week for me has been horrid. So much for 2014 being the best one yet cause it has started off bad... I am not going to go into to much detail but lets just say its work, not being able to be myself, lies and fake friends.

But I treated myself to some new make up yaaay! 
I have become a little bit of a lipstick/gloss mad as I think they are well beautiful and can change my mood more than mascara can. If I had to choose between the two I would 100% pick lipstick.
I have also found a new love for Sleek make up. I have seen it around before but truthful I havent really paid attention and looked at what they sell. But after my crappy/low mood I was in boots playing around with make up, seeing what new and all and came across their MASSIVE stand for Sleek and I must admit I am now a fan I bought a lipgloss, lipstick and a blush.
Lipgloss shade I bought was Cranberry Crush its a subtle colour something that can be used day to day and maybe when your not allowed to wear make up in school. It was £4.49 from Boots
Lipstick was in the shade 797 Smother its a deep purple colour on your lips don't be fooled by the dark red in the picture. Perfect for when you have subtle eye make up one this well make your lips stand out rather than your eyes for once. £4.99 from Boots.
Blush. Now normal I go for pink blushes as I am blonde and pale but I bought a slightly darker pink/purple colour which is called Pomegranate. I thought for wintery make up and with the right make up for me this would look nice and make my cheeks stand out. I also had the advice from a boots worker so if you do struggle buying on your own get someone else opinion. This was £4.99 again from Boots.

Next up my 2nd lipstick of the day was again for me another first I had never bought a Revlon lipstick before but I had recently read a blog where someone spoke highly of them so I thought I would try one myself. I bought the colour Sorbet which was £5 in Superdrug.

Last lipstick I bought was a Maybelline 14 hour lipstick. An old friend of mine used to swear this stayed on forever and boy was she right I have been wearing non stop since buying it and it has lasted me pretty much the whole day which is just what you need when you are out and about all day and don't really want to worry TOO much about what you make up is doing. Another upside to this lipstick is that it smells DEVINE it has a sweet smell to it but at the same time you don't want to lick you lips for the taste. I highly recommend this lipstick to anyone.  I got the colour 'on and on pink' but it comes in many shades suitable for everyone's taste.

Well that's me for today 

Thanks for reading feel free to leave comment below or email me 

Chelsea xoxo

Liebster Awards

So I was tagged by the beautiful anniewritesbeauty.blogspot.com in this tag the instructions are just below and I would like you to answer the same questions as I did :)

The Rules

You must link back to the person that nominated you.

You must answer the 11 questions given by the nominee before you.

You pick 11 nominees with under 200 followers to answer your questions.

You cannot nominate the person who nominated you.

You must tell the nominees that they have been nominated by you.

1. What made you start your own blog?

 I had wanted to write my own for a while but tbh I never knew what I was doing I started watching youtube and getting make up tips etc and then started reading blogs that people had posted and suddenly thought if they can do it why can't I... Then my little blog was finally born.

2.What was your favourite beauty product of 2013?

My discovery of eyelure 101 false eye lashes. I may be from Essex but I never really thought about wearing them now try and take them off me :P

3. You're allowed 3 items to take with you to a desert island, what are they?

Drinkable water, so my skin stays hydrated ;) Nivea moisturzer again to keep my skin fresh every day I am on the island and a lipgloss/lipstick :)

4. If you could have ANY designer bag, which one would you choose?

Louis Vuitton *simples*

5. What is your favourite shop/brand for clothes?

New look :)

6. Do you have any goals for 2014?

 Complete a make up artist course and work on a beauty counter

7. What is your guilty pleasure?

Erm... Make up wise it has to be MAC make up store I can't control myself in there and online if you can see my basket on here you would all be ashamed of me *oops*

8. You have to pick one .. Lipstick or Mascara?

Lipstick 

9. What is you favourite make up brand?

ATM its between MAC and Sleek 

10. Where have you travelled? 

I have never been aboard like EVER!!

11. Who would you most like to meet dead or alive and why?

Cheryl Cole just because she is my idol and knows her stuff. Plus she is the most beautiful women *FACT*

My 11 nominees are -

anniewritesbeauty.blogspot.com

perksofbeingamy.blogspot.com

rebeccaroseetc.blogspot.com

hannahsbeautysweet.blogspot.com

beautybliss67.blogspot.com

skinsweet.blogspot.com

slslw.blogspot.com

letsstrikeapose.blogspot.com

aaamylouxo.blogspot.com

hbbeautyblog.blogspot.com

rebeccacoco.blogspot.com

HONEST!

Hey my beauty and lifestyle bloggers :) 

I know I posted and tweeted I will do more beauty reviews and buys etc post but I would like to share something with you first and maybe get and inside on how I am right now as a person and why I haven't been blogging. I love the blogging community and everyone I have spoken to on here and on twitter are super lovely and I don't want you all to disapper now I have written this. Your all lovely supportive and bloodily good with make up tips and advice that have helped me and reading your blog's make me smile and forget the bad things going on.

Okay.... So the last couple of days have been a little hard for me to the fact that I have been sad, upset, crying all the time, sitting in the dark room of my bedroom no tele, no music no laptop. I think about to much, I worry to much and think of all the bad things that have happened over the last couple of years and how nothing ever seems to go right for me. 
I seriously am unlucky in everything... Love, friendships, family, career you name it and lately when one think goes bad everything seems to follow and that has happened to me. I can't control over how I am feeling its like something takes over me and makes me sad and think bad stuff about myself. The little voice in my head over shadows the nice, happy little voice. I get angry or I go all quiet and just want to be alone and shut my self away from the world... If I dissappered would any one notice? would any one care? I don't like myself this way but at the same time I can't get out of it. When good things happen or start to happen it goes away but it takes time for me to get back and get that little angel voice back.
I have a lot going on at work which to be honest started everything off I think. Followed by numerous 'friends' that have come into my life made me feel like crap knocked my tiny amount of confidence I had and walked out of my life *yes that is the good part I know* but when you feel like you have hit rock bottem how are you meant to build yourself back up again. 
I don't see myself as a loveable person. I have a lot of love to give and if I am honesty *that is what this post is about* I would just like some one to love me back don't get me wrong I have my parents and little brother that I know love me as well being this way have been trying to make me happy and tell me this but sometimes it isn't enough.
Everything around me in is going wrong. I feel everything I touch turns out bad. I have alot of negative thoughts running though my mind atm I just want to SCREAAAAAAAMMMM and run away and hide forever :( 

I know what is wrong with me as I have suffered with it for a while now but this is my saddest and darkest time for me... I cant do nothing right...

Please don't judge me on writing this post as it's pretty hard and well I am crying as I write this but I felt like I needed to explain the whole being quiet in the blogging world.

If anyone can relate or just wants to chat feel free to comment below or more privately my email address is misschelsealouise@outlook.com

Thanks for reading guys 
Chelsea Louise xxx

Happy New Year 2014

HAPPY NEW YEAR BLOGGERS :)

Can you believe that is 2014 already!! How quickly did last year go?!?

Okay,I know I am a TAD late to everyone else on the new year part but I have been busy with work and well planning what to write. Its only a little post today basically I was reading some * I  can't remember what magazine or another bloggers blog* but I came across a fabulous idea and it is just what intend to do.

Basically 2012 and 2013 had been pretty crappy years for me and I can honestly say I can't remember any good things that actually did happen to me *goldfish memory* so whilst everyone was sharing their amazing memories of 2013 I had zero.... nothing!! So the idea was to get a little pot and when ever something good happens like a day really enjoyed with friends, trips I may take, something really funny happens etc...etc I will write it down and place it in the little pot :) Then come the end of the year when everyone is posting about 2014 and telling friends all their lovely memories I can open the pot and read all the amazing and happy time I too have had :D *such a good idea*.

I am SOOOOOO determined to make 2014 10 TIMES better than the years before hand and my gosh I will do whatever it takes to make this happen.

Okay so that is enough from me tonight :) Just thought I would share my amazing little find